One Pain Lessens Another?

one pain lessens another
this is a path tread by others
no longer does this define me.
To think of this no longer is key.
But cant deny
What I miss
A crimson kiss
The sight of blood
More than a scar
Is left on my arm
But one on my soul
That doesn’t fill this God-shaped hole.
It has been long
Can I continue much longer?
I think so
To prayer I’ll go
A new path I’ve found
To this I’m not bound.